Sat a boring day!!


Slp so late last nite but end up waking so early.. Tot can get more slp to bu chang the amount of slp i get in camp but my labby always come first in my mind then slp perhaps.. haha.. Today dun think will be goin out coz no one jio mi out.. lol.. Although feel like buying some stuff but quite far lazy to go.. Bro went china for holiday and guess will be alone at hm today till nite.. Sometimes think y my life and my bro's so totally different.. One so bloody smart and the other( tht's mi) the other way round..His life seems so chong shi but mine like... Although sometimes so hoping to book out to distress myself but its seems much worst when i am outside instead of in camp.. Sometimes really feel kinda of stress to become a platoon sergent as so much responsibilty lies on my shoulder, 50 man below u tht u need to take care of.. But i guess is a gd opportunity for mi to learn more perhaps.. Dunno y recently everyone getting sick.. Hope the thing can calm down soon.. Sian i not sick if not can get attc.. hahaha.. Hmmmm thinking of some stuff after reading my frenz blog... Guess life is like tht de, some things tht is done will become a permanent regret in your life but a lesson to be learnt for the dAys u will be goin thru ahead.. Sianzz, thinking christmas have to celebrate in camp jiu sian half.. But nvm i will look forward to the next yr de.. hahaha.. New yrs' eve here i come.. lastly just hope u can have a be happy always although mayb we wont be able to be like last time like tht ba.. I will respect your decision and i noe i did not do my part as a gd frenz job perhaps.. Somethings wont be able to be amend de ba i guess..