Things happens when u least expects it.. 3mths ago something really turns my life upside down and recently something makes mi thinking mayb is all my fault after all.. My second day of leave wasnt tht nice after all.. Mayb i knew something are goin to happen and indeed.. But i will respect your decision.. I noe is hard on you and was realli sorry i wasnt there for u as a gd frenz when u need mi to.. I understand your feelings as i was one in your shoe.. hmm.. nvm is gd to be back to where i should be.. Being alone which i used to be last time.. Guess is time to rely on myself to pull myself up le.. No one can help mi if i am not willingly to..
Lots of ppl has said:" Wat past is past, no point clinking on it" Is easy to say and difficult to execute it.. Haizz, tht is part and parcel of life ba.. But seriously i really thanx god for giving mi all the gd memories over this 2 yrs and it will at least keep mi with a smile when i think of it..
As for todaY Saturday, which was quite a fulfilling day.. Went for a bb outing with my fellow gv frenz.. Memories flows as always`.. haha.. Was quite fun and afterwhich went to find phoon for the game tht i craved for very long.. Came b hm saw his msn nick was " have a fulfilling cultural exchange with zhang" haha.. I noe wat u mean!!! :O Actually tonight goin club with my recruit and chew but really ps i dun hav the mood to go le.. Hope my plan for tonight will cheer mi up a little bit!! Fm here i come... Thriple threat match!! hahaha XD
Mayb from last time is just one sided love ba.. Sometimes i really think y ours are so fragile after goin thru so much in the beginning.. Mayb u agree to be with mi because i am very gd to u.. And also i am a guy that dunno hw to handle love ba.. But seriously i never regret being with u.. I really learn a lot.. Sometimes thinking now do u still hav memories of us when u go to some places we used to go which i do hav?? Haha.. kinda stupid to say all this that are all gone le.. Just hope no manner hu u with or watever u do, u can be happy always, then i will be contented le..
Luckily not many ppl noe this blog.. Phew.. Hope u will never visit this blog.. This is a secret that i hope u will never noe ba.. :D